Some space
It feels like it has been a long time since my last entry. And it’s strange, because I currently don’t have internet access here so I am saving everything in a word document. It feels like I have been working for a while, although I have almost been doing different things everyday. I generally don’t like Thursday because of the PCG meeting at 9am in the morning. I have to be so disciplined to show up at MPM’s office at 9am sharp. Then turn on my laptop and try to type as fast as I possibly can to record something which I don’t understand yet. But worst of all, I had to listen to the tape and fill out the parts that I missed out at the meeting. It usually takes hours and hours long. This is the 3rd PCG meeting I attend and I have done a much better job than I did last week. The minute also was sent out before I left the office. I am glad.
I am someone who’s always up to the challenge. If the bar is higher then I have to try harder to jump. At work, I am surrounded by a highly intense working environment. Pressure, speed, focus and coping with different types of people, friendly, the unfriendly, patient, the impatient, diligent, and the lazy ones. It’s very difficult to balance everything. But I always thank God for always bring me to a new stage in life. I think I am a very adaptable person. If God made light out of darkness, I believe I can spark in the night as well. I almost think that I can survive in any environment. And I thank God for giving me such confidence to even think that I can. Since I am busy everyday, I cherish my spare time even more. I am completely out of my time even for a short moment like this, being able to sit down and have a short reflection of the week, becomes so precious to me.
I am sitting at the window seat near the door on Level 2 at Wendy’s. I can clearly see the ASB tower and the Skytower from here. I can’t remember when was the last time I said I would not come to Wendy’s again because of the food. So today I make a same mistake. The food here tastes so bad now. I think I will try not to come here again next time.
Gali has gone back to Singapore. Of course we miss him. From his email I see he’s having a good start now. And I think he will enjoy himself more and more there.
Caregroup wise, I am sort of floating around between CCM and YA and finding it hard to settle. The feeling of having to leave one group early and rush to the other wasn’t that good. I wonder why Crystal would like doing that. But the busier I get the more I enjoy the fellowship or even just catching up with a few friends. Good news is, I have gained approval of leaving early Friday next week for the church camp. As in the future, I will try to do an even better job to “win” what I deserve.
My English is so plain, but I enjoy using it because it causes my ideas to flow. It’s a very good thing I suppose.
Ok, I think it’s a good time to go home now. Bye.